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Not another "merry christmas" journal

Fri Dec 25, 2009, 6:56 AM
  • Mood: Optimism
  • Listening to: K- Only Human
  • Eating: Chocolate
I don't know where to start.
Hmm... first, I hope you guys are having the time of your life right now. Or at least I wish you to.
As for me, I'm not really into this stuff. I made presents. And yes, I put up a little tree. And yes, I did that to see my mom and dad's happy faces. So that I would be happy too. But all this HO HO HO Merry Xmas... does not work for me. It's just a day like any other one... with better movies and better food XD And besides I'm home with just my mom. My dad's working and my brother is on a trip. Aaah I envy him.
This past year, I've met a lot of people. I made good friends. Heck, I've even lost some. But I don't regret it. I have fulfilled some small dreams and I've made bigger ones.
I'm really looking forward to next year. And that's because ~YokoAyane made me watch a japanese series called "1 Liter Of Tears".
At first I thought it's just another drama that it will make me feel bad. But it wasn't anything like that. It made me think differently. Deeper. Next year I'll try and treasure life more. I will treasure things that seemed little to me. Like being able to run and play and get tired because of it. I won't skip PE anymore. I'll try and play basketball and won't say things like "No, because I have never played before" when my mates call me. I will take all my notes. Even in Religion Class or French. Because I can hold a pen and I can write. And on my way home from school I won't hurry. I won't take the buss all the way home. I'll walk. Because I can. And I will stop and look at the sky even if it is grey and cloudy. And I will be happy, because I can see it. And even if it rains, I won't open my umbrella. I will run all the way home. Because I can run freely. And what if I catch a cold. I will be happy even then. I'll even pay more attention when my father tells me about his past. Because he is there and I can hear him. And it won't be boring anymore. I'll smile and ask him to tell me more. And when my brother comes home from work, I'll run to hug him. Because he came back and he's ok. You know... I used to cry a lot and hide it. And when my eyes were swollen and I faced my mom, she told me to stop staying in front of my computer too much because my eyes are bad. And I would laugh and tell her "OK". And I always wondered why me... There are some things that I can't do too. Things that are meaningless to others. But if I work hard, it will be cured. I'll even treasure the horrible aftertaste of my treatment. Because I can taste it. :rofl: And I will even sleep more. Because I will wake up the day after. I will take time to help others. Because maybe when I'll need help, some will be there for me too. And everytime I'll feel saddened, I will laugh and leave it all behind. What I'm trying to say is that... my life is what I make it. And I will make it right.
Pff... So in the next year, just take care of yourselves and be healthy! :hug:

:icongrin--plz:

Yzu

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Friends:
:iconmuoni: :iconfantoo: :icondannex009: :iconbrokenromance3: :iconnastycondom: :iconthe-fishy-one: :iconirisim: :iconyokoayane: :iconkato-hinamori: :iconyuki-sora-vao: :iconjasper09: :iconasura-fire: :iconnarutoaffiliate: :iconminasan29: :iconadyadun: :iconxsugarfreex: :iconnightelfpriestess: :iconakasaku: :iconaserta: :iconr3active: :iconeien-no-hime: :iconmoonlitinuyasha1985: :iconmkdblackmaster:
Ppl I watch:
:iconalvane: :iconkunoichi-san: :icondannex009: :iconarriku: :iconnekozumi: :iconpokefreak: :iconugly-baka-girl: :iconshel-yang::iconsamurai-pet: :iconalexiuss: :iconcharu-san: :iconeiffelart: :icongo-devil-dante: :iconhyatt-ayanami: :iconkaze-hime: :iconmessa: :iconmikutashi: :iconmrsloth: :iconnami86: :iconnorthernbanshee: :iconosy057: :iconred-priest-usada: :iconsharingandevil: :iconslinkers: :icontenjii: :iconugly-baka-girl: :iconnightingale628: :icono-renji: :iconninjagirl-rukai: :iconpopcornfuzzy: :iconstarlightdevil: :icontenjii: :icontobitkiwi: :iconmelllorine: :iconkuroi-tsuki: :iconlasaro: :iconendling: :iconeguana: :iconileana-s: :iconbonn-fox: :iconcelsa: :iconeguana: :iconfriedudon: :iconidnar: :iconmausmouse: :iconlolita-art: :iconomar-dogan: :iconorioto: :icontakoruone: :iconudonnodu: :iconwen-m: :iconandreewallin: :iconcalisto-lynn: :icondamleg: :iconethe: :icongenzoman: :iconmagpies7: :iconpandabaka: :iconsandfreak: :iconshilin: :iconvirus-ac74: :iconwhat-i-do-is-secret: :iconxdplushie: :iconsasorisama:
Their pictures make me smile even when I don't feel like doing so.
:heart: :iconbehindinfinity::iconsnowpeachdrop::iconmerkymerx::iconceruleanmorning::iconmoonlightflight: :heart:
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Tagged...

Sat Dec 5, 2009, 3:38 PM
  • Mood: Remorse
  • Listening to: Sting- Shape Of My Heart
  • Reading: Dante Aligheri - Divine Comedy: The Inferno
Pff... I got tagged by :iconirisim:...

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.


1. I love Supernatural.
2. I have two cats and I'm planning on getting a hamster.
3. I don't believe in God.
4. I play the lottery.
5. I've just seen Leon. Again. And I still love it. :heart:
6. I want to meet Jensen Ackles. 8->
7. Uhmm... I'm the most lazy person I know.
8. I hate painting classes.
9. I love green eyes.
10. I did this tag before dammit. Now I remmbr.

And I won't tag 10 people.
I'll tag just 3.
:heart: :iconmuoni: :iconakasaku: :iconkato-hinamori: :heart:


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Friends:
:iconmuoni: :iconfantoo: :icondannex009: :iconbrokenromance3: :iconnastycondom: :iconthe-fishy-one: :iconirisim: :iconkato-hinamori: :iconyuki-sora-vao: :iconjasper09: :iconasura-fire: :iconnarutoaffiliate: :iconminasan29: :iconadyadun: :iconxsugarfreex: :iconnightelfpriestess: :iconakasaku: :iconaserta: :iconr3active: :iconeien-no-hime: :iconmoonlitinuyasha1985: :iconmkdblackmaster:
Ppl I watch:
:iconalvane: :iconkunoichi-san: :icondannex009: :iconarriku: :iconnekozumi: :iconpokefreak: :iconugly-baka-girl: :iconshel-yang::iconsamurai-pet: :iconalexiuss: :iconcharu-san: :iconeiffelart: :icongo-devil-dante: :iconhyatt-ayanami: :iconkaze-hime: :iconmessa: :iconmikutashi: :iconmrsloth: :iconnami86: :iconnorthernbanshee: :iconosy057: :iconred-priest-usada: :iconsharingandevil: :iconslinkers: :icontenjii: :iconugly-baka-girl: :iconnightingale628: :icono-renji: :iconninjagirl-rukai: :iconpopcornfuzzy: :iconstarlightdevil: :icontenjii: :icontobitkiwi: :iconmelllorine: :iconkuroi-tsuki: :iconlasaro: :iconendling: :iconeguana: :iconileana-s: :iconbonn-fox: :iconcelsa: :iconeguana: :iconfriedudon: :iconidnar: :iconmausmouse: :iconlolita-art: :iconomar-dogan: :iconorioto: :icontakoruone: :iconudonnodu: :iconwen-m: :iconandreewallin: :iconcalisto-lynn: :icondamleg: :iconethe: :icongenzoman: :iconmagpies7: :iconpandabaka: :iconsandfreak: :iconshilin: :iconvirus-ac74: :iconwhat-i-do-is-secret: :iconxdplushie: :iconsasorisama:
Their pictures make me smile even when I don't feel like doing so.
:heart: :iconbehindinfinity::iconsnowpeachdrop::iconmerkymerx::iconceruleanmorning::iconmoonlightflight: :heart:
--= CLUBS =--
:iconsupernaturalclub: :iconaprilryan-club: :iconnaruhina--sasusaku: :iconsoul-slayers: :iconxennad-fc: :icondesenero:

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Halp.

Mon Nov 16, 2009, 4:35 AM
  • Mood: Obsessed
  • Listening to: Kansas - Carry On Wayward Son
  • Reading: Dante Aligheri - Divine Comedy: The Inferno
  • Eating: fries
OK. I'm having trouble with my computer right now so I will be away some time. But I took a little time to try and help my friend :iconnarutoaffiliate:. He's having health problems and I wish him to get well. For details please check his journal --> [link] <-- and if you could help, please do so. :(


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Friends:
:iconmuoni: :iconfantoo: :icondannex009: :iconbrokenromance3: :iconnastycondom: :iconthe-fishy-one: :iconirisim: :iconkato-hinamori: :iconyuki-sora-vao: :iconjasper09: :iconasura-fire: :iconnarutoaffiliate: :iconminasan29: :iconadyadun: :iconxsugarfreex: :iconnightelfpriestess: :iconakasaku: :iconaserta: :iconr3active: :iconeien-no-hime: :iconmoonlitinuyasha1985: :iconmkdblackmaster:
Ppl I watch:
:iconalvane: :iconkunoichi-san: :icondannex009: :iconarriku: :iconnekozumi: :iconpokefreak: :iconugly-baka-girl: :iconshel-yang::iconsamurai-pet: :iconalexiuss: :iconcharu-san: :iconeiffelart: :icongo-devil-dante: :iconhyatt-ayanami: :iconkaze-hime: :iconmessa: :iconmikutashi: :iconmrsloth: :iconnami86: :iconnorthernbanshee: :iconosy057: :iconred-priest-usada: :iconsharingandevil: :iconslinkers: :icontenjii: :iconugly-baka-girl: :iconnightingale628: :icono-renji: :iconninjagirl-rukai: :iconpopcornfuzzy: :iconstarlightdevil: :icontenjii: :icontobitkiwi: :iconmelllorine: :iconkuroi-tsuki: :iconlasaro: :iconendling: :iconeguana: :iconileana-s: :iconbonn-fox: :iconcelsa: :iconeguana: :iconfriedudon: :iconidnar: :iconmausmouse: :iconlolita-art: :iconomar-dogan: :iconorioto: :icontakoruone: :iconudonnodu: :iconwen-m: :iconandreewallin: :iconcalisto-lynn: :icondamleg: :iconethe: :icongenzoman: :iconmagpies7: :iconpandabaka: :iconsandfreak: :iconshilin: :iconvirus-ac74: :iconwhat-i-do-is-secret: :iconxdplushie: :iconsasorisama:
Their pictures make me smile even when I don't feel like doing so.
:heart: :iconbehindinfinity::iconsnowpeachdrop::iconmerkymerx::iconceruleanmorning::iconmoonlightflight: :heart:
--= CLUBS =--
:iconsupernaturalclub: :iconaprilryan-club: :iconnaruhina--sasusaku: :iconsoul-slayers: :iconxennad-fc: :icondesenero:

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No moar Nijikon 'o9

Sun Oct 25, 2009, 1:34 PM
  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: Mew- Introducing Palace Players
  • Reading: Dante Aligheri - Divine Comedy: The Inferno
  • Drinking: Pepsi... Twist (yuck)
Ahhh...
So quick. And so few people. I mean last year was so so so so crowded. Anyway... hmm... best thing about Nijikon this year... I have to say Roxas. Yep yep yep. Cosplay \:D/ loved ittt. In my opinion the girl who cosplayed [ ~YokoAyane ] looked just like him. Unfortunately my picture is so dark and awful. When she performed... oh my god. I was like :O and the I had the chicken bumps. Pfpfpfpf. AMAZING! Aaaneehway... I also liked the winner.. Lulu from Final Fantasy. And Sora too... But Roxas was just so... ok ok. Moving on...
I can't wait for next year and I hope there will be more people coming.
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Friends:
:iconmuoni: :iconfantoo: :icondannex009: :iconbrokenromance3: :iconnastycondom: :iconthe-fishy-one: :iconirisim: :iconkato-hinamori: :iconyuki-sora-vao: :iconjasper09: :iconasura-fire: :iconminasan29: :iconadyadun: :iconxsugarfreex: :iconnightelfpriestess: :iconakasaku: :iconaserta: :iconr3active: :iconeien-no-hime: :iconmoonlitinuyasha1985: :iconmkdblackmaster:
Ppl I watch:
:iconalvane: :iconkunoichi-san: :icondannex009: :iconarriku: :iconnekozumi: :iconpokefreak: :iconugly-baka-girl: :iconshel-yang::iconsamurai-pet: :iconalexiuss: :iconcharu-san: :iconeiffelart: :icongo-devil-dante: :iconhyatt-ayanami: :iconkaze-hime: :iconmessa: :iconmikutashi: :iconmrsloth: :iconnami86: :iconnorthernbanshee: :iconosy057: :iconred-priest-usada: :iconsharingandevil: :iconslinkers: :icontenjii: :iconugly-baka-girl: :iconnightingale628: :icono-renji: :iconninjagirl-rukai: :iconpopcornfuzzy: :iconstarlightdevil: :icontenjii: :icontobitkiwi: :iconmelllorine: :iconkuroi-tsuki: :iconlasaro: :iconendling: :iconeguana: :iconileana-s: :iconbonn-fox: :iconcelsa: :iconeguana: :iconfriedudon: :iconidnar: :iconmausmouse: :iconlolita-art: :iconomar-dogan: :iconorioto: :icontakoruone: :iconudonnodu: :iconwen-m: :iconandreewallin: :iconcalisto-lynn: :icondamleg: :iconethe: :icongenzoman: :iconmagpies7: :iconpandabaka: :iconsandfreak: :iconshilin: :iconvirus-ac74: :iconwhat-i-do-is-secret: :iconxdplushie: :iconsasorisama:
Their pictures make me smile even when I don't feel like doing so.
:heart: :iconbehindinfinity::iconsnowpeachdrop::iconmerkymerx::iconceruleanmorning::iconmoonlightflight: :heart:
--= CLUBS =--
:iconsoul-slayers: :iconxennad-fc: :icondesenero: :iconnaruhina--sasusaku: :iconaprilryan-club:

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NIJIKON 2009 ^^

Fri Oct 23, 2009, 10:25 AM
  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: Three Days Grace- Let It Die
  • Reading: Dante Aligheri - Divine Comedy: The Inferno
  • Eating: candy
Hellooo !! :icongrin--plz:

So...
Maine e Nijikon :D
Daca vreti sa facem cunostinta or whatever ma gasiti la standul Animezup :D
Sper sa veniti.
Byeee ~ <3


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Friends:
:iconfantoo: :icondannex009: :iconbrokenromance3: :iconnastycondom: :iconthe-fishy-one: :iconirisim: :iconbrok3n2ulquiorra: :iconjasper09: :iconasura-fire: :iconminasan29: :iconadyadun: :iconyuki-sora-vao: :iconxsugarfreex: :iconnightelfpriestess: :iconakasaku: :iconaserta: :iconeien-no-hime: :iconmoonlitinuyasha1985: :iconmkdblackmaster:
Ppl I watch:
:iconalvane: :iconkunoichi-san: :icondannex009: :iconarriku: :iconnekozumi: :iconpokefreak: :iconugly-baka-girl: :iconshel-yang::iconsamurai-pet: :iconalexiuss: :iconcharu-san: :iconeiffelart: :icongo-devil-dante: :iconhyatt-ayanami: :iconkaze-hime: :iconmessa: :iconmikutashi: :iconmrsloth: :iconnami86: :iconnorthernbanshee: :iconosy057: :iconred-priest-usada: :iconsharingandevil: :iconslinkers: :icontenjii: :iconugly-baka-girl: :iconnightingale628: :icono-renji: :iconninjagirl-rukai: :iconpopcornfuzzy: :iconstarlightdevil: :icontenjii: :icontobitkiwi: :iconmelllorine: :iconkuroi-tsuki: :iconlasaro: :iconendling: :iconeguana: :iconileana-s: :iconbonn-fox: :iconcelsa: :iconeguana: :iconfriedudon: :iconidnar: :iconmausmouse: :iconlolita-art: :iconomar-dogan: :iconorioto: :icontakoruone: :iconudonnodu: :iconwen-m: :iconandreewallin: :iconcalisto-lynn: :icondamleg: :iconethe: :icongenzoman: :iconmagpies7: :iconpandabaka: :iconsandfreak: :iconshilin: :iconvirus-ac74: :iconwhat-i-do-is-secret: :iconxdplushie: :iconsasorisama:
Their pictures make me smile even when I don't feel like doing so.
:heart: :iconbehindinfinity::iconsnowpeachdrop::iconmerkymerx::iconceruleanmorning::iconmoonlightflight: :heart:
--= CLUBS =--
:iconsoul-slayers: :iconxennad-fc: :icondesenero: :iconnaruhina--sasusaku: :iconaprilryan-club:

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